What the hell am I wasting my time for? God this is getting pointless. I really should be putting my effort into other things, yet everytime I end up falling into a hole. I don't want friendship, I want life, freedom, happiness. I open my heart and all I get is a taste of "oh your just a friend". For once in my life, I'm being lead. I don't want that. I don't want to waste my time. I hate it, it annoys the hell out of me. I'm sick of being runner up to somebody who isn't even around anymore. You know what? Forget this, forget it all. My heart needs to go somewhere else... because if it doesn't, I'll be broken. Besides, in the end I know this is all for nothing.
Inspiration without hope. Time to let go.
