Its funny how people tend to forget about you once they find something better in life. People are always looking for excitement, and it sucks when your on the butt end of it and are dropped like a hot coal. All the work, thought, and care you put into a friendship/relationship comes crashing down. In a way, it seems all pointless. It's hard to accept the fact that you've been used; just another person to fill their time and keep them happy until they find something better. It hurts a lot to put all that effort into something like a friendship and then have it all destroyed when that person finds something better than you. And thats why I think people suck: because they use me.
But all this isn't going to bring me down. There is a simple solution: wave adieu. I think I've finally come to terms with everything. Although it leaves me angry, there really isn't much I can do about it. Finding peace in my heart is hard, especially with so much contempt and frustration. But focusing on other important aspects in my life is what's keeping me going. Regardless, it sure is hard to say goodbye when they don't say it back.
On a side note, my boxing training is coming along. They've got me improving my footwork and speed these days. Thus far, punches are harder and stronger and footwork is much better. I'm also much more light on my feet. Things are looking good.
