Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Falling for...?

No, I'm not falling for her... the past, again. How do I know? My dream.

The dream was, I was on this bus with ANOTHER person, and she and I were sitting together on the bus. All of a sudden, the bus starts shaking violently, everybody screaming, and I end up grabbing her hand beside me. From then on, we continue to hold hands. Later in the dream, I see Her (from the past) holding hands with my brother, and boy, do the angree feelings come out.

The weird thing is, after this dream, everytime I think of this other person now, I get smitten feelings about her. Even when I was in the dream, when we started holding hands, I felt all nice and warm.. you know, the feeling you get when you first hold the hand of that person your dating... yeah. Anyways, I've thought about her in that way only recently, but to be honest, she is the one that stands out these days.

Maybe I should make a move... because maybe I am falling for her... Feel free to ask me about this if your totally confused.

Ah well, on another note, for my Birthday, I got two nice shirts, a Advent Children model, taken out for lunch, desert, 6 beautiful shot glasses, and some nice amounts of money.

On another note, when I went grocery shopping with my brother, I ran into three old theatre cast mates from high school. It was great to catch up with them and talk about various things. I hadn't seen the three of them in quite some time, so being able to all of a sudden see them altogether in one place was something special. In a way, it made me feel old, talking about the past and what not. But in a way, it also made me feel much more mature. Not just the way we all chatted, but the way we talked about people. Anyways, I'm blabbing on. It was nice to see them all, and it was probably the highlight of my day.